The silver lining will show somehow.
With the demised of my computer monitor, resurection of my badly crashed bike, annual insurance bombshell and replacement of HP after the crashed. ... My bank acct has seen better days. Had to quit my flashlight/knives hobby. Traffic light camera taking a few good back potrait of me even though I did not chiong any red light. And just a couple of months left to complete a 6 yrs wait to receive my full 24 pt back to my licence. Nice timing. Lots of icing this 2 months. Gonna choke on the cake. Sorry for the pun but couldn't help it if 3/4 of all the frens I know happen to have their bdae in June.
But wait it gets better. While having my lunch at the super crowded shenton way today, Mindef gave a hello to my mobile(I ABHOR ppl calling at lunchtime!!!!!!) to inform me that I my first mob manning period will be on 18th to 25th! Time to dig out the old field pack.... whereeva it is in my store room.
This should not be posted here. But I am who I am. And I am one who faces my own mistakes.
Have let down My dearest Christine. Choices I have none. If only emotions are simple to interpret and control. Still the responsibility is all but my own. I always thought that I have gone through enough in the past to foresee and avoid such events.
What is happening now is a ironic chain of events with a hint of deja vu that dates back to the end of my poly days. Everything is happening again. And I am still treading down the erraneous path all over again. Why is it that not even the pang of guilt and past experience will make me steer clear of what is deemed so obvious?
The one closest to me is hurting. I must make a swift end to this. Regardless of results.
For those who thinks I'm a little bit MORE looney recently. Pls bear with me. Ironically It's one of those ways I used to keep myself less so.
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