Just because I am commenting on some life issues does NOT mean I am complaining. Do NOT perceive that I am always the whiny type. I will NOT complain to anyone that does not have the direct power to change the said situation. Even if I was complaining, it does not mean I do not know what the practical situation out there is, why I am in this spot or how to improve my situation. I am in my current situation today is by MY free will and my own choice and decision. I act childish by CHOICE. Whether I regret it or not is another matter. I admit I do have a fiery temper and can be stubborn as hell and I do apologize to anyone who has been on the receiving end of it in the past. But do know that these traits are only activated through very unique circumstances when you pressed the very precise wrong buttons so you better watch it on your end too. Ironically I only become stubborn to those that I care about. Only because it matters to me that you know what I think and feel. I can’t give a damn to show my extreme side to those acquaintances I don’t see as friends. It is at the same time very frustrating and somehow pathetic that the advices I get from ppl are usually what I already learnt like more than a decade ago (I am not exaggerating). You just got to sit down there and listen while they put up a sagely face and hand down their pearls of wisdom. How many sessions of those must one put up with?
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